Burdens - lyrics

i remember that day/when i spit in Your face/"i don't need Your help"/i say as i clench my jaw and/taste the blood fill up my mouth/of iron, stresses and self-doubt/my fears cover up my trust in You/i know that i'm without You, too/my fear has taken me too far/away from home where i can't find peace/my heart has run away too far/i am under this weight that's beginning to crush me/there's so much that i can't do on my own/when the weather doesn't change for me/i go downhill so gracefully/my fears cover up my trust in You/how can i ever make it through?/my fear has taken me too far/away from home where i can't find peace/my heart has run away too far/i am under this weight that's beginning to crush me/i can't define the way i feel/when the weight is lifted/i throw it away/i give it all up tonight.